Something I wrote this morning just messing around.

by **Shijumaru Tsukikirameki** Thu Nov 08, 2012 7:59 am

Today I sat in contemplation of my life, my existence
What goals I set, what I have achieved,
What I need to do, and what I want to do.
The more I thought, the more I became aware.
I realized that this world had drug me down with it.
I let the nay sayers and needers take control of my life.
Dragging me down to something they could grasp and control.

I became even more upset with myself,
Drowning in own cold hard logic and truth.
At how much I've done and my goals I've set,
Realizing I have reached none of them.
Knowing why and how I reached nothing.

Myself,

I let them bring me down,
I let them control,
I let them think they were above me,
I let them belittle me.

Even when I lost everything they continued,
Driving the nail in my coffin.
Driven to the breaking point and back.
Wanting to give up.

But I didn't,

As I looked in the mirror though I realized,
It has made them want to try and bring me down.
Because I stood so high to them,
A star in the night sky out of reach, out of grasp.
My Logic and Truth had saved me once more.

So with a defiant finger and a "FU",
I say world do your worst,
Show me your true colors.
Friends stay or betray,
Lovers come and go.
Family talk and gossip,
Money rise and fall.
I will rise above it, and come out on top.

Because I am my own creator and beast,
I make tomorrow and today,
I am my own savoir and messiah,
I will speak my mind when you don't want to hear it,
I will tell you the truth when you want lies,
I will do right when you want wrong.

Because I love, care and am aware that my possibilities are endless.

So come test me, push me if you dare world.
I'm awake again, and alive.
While you still stay blind.